The benefit to having to get to school at 7:30 am on Tuesdays is I actually have time. Time to just sit and do nothing of importance, I'm just checking up on the internets, can flip through my text to refresh, get a coffe and go to class when it's time. I don't get time anymore. It feels like I'm busy every moment of my life, and I also feel like I'm behind in everything that needs to get done every moment of my life. Every second I'm at work is time that could be spent working on Art. I could be reading my textbook. I could be studying. I'm working far too much and these next two weeks could be what drives me insane. I was going to make a pact with myself that I wouldn't drink until my birthday but then I realized that I don't have any time when I Could drink before my birthday, seeing as my birthday is my next day off. Sigh. I'm just trying to remind myself of how awesome life will be once I'm done school and onto real life.
Everyone keeps telling me that I'll stop being excited to be 20 once it happens because it'll mean I'm getting old. But, that is precisely the reason I am excited to be 20, I'll be older and well on my way to getting out of here.