Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I am obv going to be a pro CSI

SO, thanks to my detective skills I have figured out why the two people that sit near me in my Criminal Justice class are so tight, they are dating. My detective skills include them adding me on Facebook, BTW.
Part of my student loan came in today, YAY. Ahh, the feeling of relief. Soon those papers I need to take to the Post Office will arrive and I can get it alllll taken care of.
Basically, other than my home life and work life things are going well.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Don't Stop Believin' by Journey has been stuck in my head for the past couple days. My god.
I must admit, it's certainly frustrating for rather large things in my books to go down and the next day it's as if it never happened. Especially considering I was the one most affected by it. Hmph.
I friggin hope Catherine called back yesterday and took back the extended part of my shift. I JUST WANT FOUR HOURS. God Safeway, just let me go there, have an easy four hours talking to customers and ringing through their groceries then go home until Friday. God. The sharpie on my hand and the stamp in my wrist won't come off, arg. Although, the door guy's face when he was trying to stamp me on a non-tattooed arm was priceless.
When I get home from work I'm going to put laundry in, do some homework and go to bed early so I won't be too tired when I have to wake up at 5am tomorrow!
Whatever happens today and tomorrow morning will all be worth it after class tomorrow and I know I'll be smiling for the rest of the day <3

Sunday, September 27, 2009

It's really fucking great to get home from work and then get to hear about how much you're hated and how you fuck everything up.

Saturday, September 26, 2009


My head is pounding with pain right now. Fuck cigarettes. Worst thing ever. I just want it to end. Sigh. I want to do some homework but my head hurts so much I wouldn't be able to start.
We had a biggie talk about our past and our future and everything, it was actually really good. I honestly didn't realize that the fact I'm scared history will repeat itself showed. But, he notices everything, and I'm glad we talked about it and laid my fears to rest. Also, we both agree we are in this for the long term and see a future. And it doesn't scare either of us. This is the first time someone has said these things to me and it hasn't scared me. I've spent so much of my life not wanting to let people in completely but now that I have I feel so much better, this just makes sense. I'm completely happy and have earned a drawer :) <3

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I am so bad at this whole doing art thing.

I hate this dumb assignment thing, my crazy witch art teacher can suck it. Except, I want a solid GPA, so she can't actually suck it, she can give me good marks. At least I got my deference done today, so I don't have to worry about That for a little bit.
Also, I forgot how charcoal gets fucking everywhere.
On an annoying note, today it seems like Facebook is infested with a certain someone i would rather it not be infested with. So, rather than being able to just comment on my friends humorous status' carefree... I still comment on them, but get to have a feeling of dread over how it will be interpreted. Pretty sure I should be allowed to comment on my work friend's Facebooks without worrying. Fuck, seriously, the world is not centered around you as much as you'd like to think it is. The time in which you had disapeared from my social networking website of choice was a really lovely time, I did what I wanted and you didn't pop up everywhere because apparently your hobbies include the internet and being a bitch. Gosh, I am friendly, aren't I?
I should probably just block her on Facebook now and maybe that would allow her to disapear, that would be nice. But, I hate appearing petty, maybe I am? Unintentionally, which I think may be the difference between the two of us.
I am 1000% happy with the person I am with for the first time ever, we don't have drama. I love it and I love him, I will not allow how much girls have hurt me in the past get in the way of this. I guess I have grown accustom to the usual cycle of girls (usually past love interests) being a great source of drama in my relationships, the fact he doesn't allow this to happen puts me on edge. My mind keeps expecting it to happen at any moment. For some reason typing this out has cleared my mind and put me at ease :) Probably why I began this blog in the beginning.
I feel pretty good about this.
Also, very excited about my next tattoo.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Apparently Safeway has decided I will be working 30 hours a week and going to school full time. Seriously, fuck my life.

Sunday, September 20, 2009


And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
And I don't know why when with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress