I don't know if I should just go for it or not. AUG. I think... I will? I mean. It was kinda initiated? Or, I don't know. I think mine not being changed it bugging you, but I'm not sure. But. Uhg. Maybe I'm thinking too much into this. Okay, I'll try going for it. I'm going to let go.
I got the huge ad done last night. It's cocky but I really am faster than the typical File clerk, and people tell me that, all the time. Seriously. I hang faster than most people, even while stopping every couple minutes to text. Yeah, pro, right here. Pro enough that Dana wants to make other people do stuff I don't like so that I stay on File. Mua haha. I don't want to talk about the thing I want to talk about most.
I leave for work in half an hour. LAME. I'm going to get myself some coffee, something for my break and an energy drink. It'll be fun, haha. Fuck, Sheena, why do you have such annoying exes? I am stoked for days off :) I miss photography. So much. I'm stoked for life though. LIFE.
Fuck my body. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Why today of ALL days?! WHY FUCKING EARLY. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. I am so pissed off at my body and mother nature. You bitches and Stella are working against us AREN'T YOU. Fuck. I look really hot too.
I accidently let myself fall asleep for two hours when I got home from work. DUMB IDEA. But, I felt better when I woke up, and not just in the more rested sense. Mm, maybe I'll go back to sleep again soon.
I am sitting in Starbucks waiting until it is time for my busing adventure to commence. Whoohoo. I'm all jittery from sugar and coffee, fucking hypoglycemia. I wish it would die, seriously. I hate having something so delicious but then accidentally having too much then suddenly my body is like "FUCK YOU BITCH" However, due to this extreme busyness in my body and mind this will be a stream of thought entry. BE PREPARED. This woman standing near me has the ugliest crocs I have ever seen. And crocs are disgusting to begin with. PLUS she's a level seventy. How gross. So, you need to get out of my head, thinking about other things would be nice, but then you just keep resurfacing, it'd be cool if that would stop. Mmmkay? ONE HOUR UNTIL BUSING, whoohoo. So I can leave in like have an hour, yaay. I like doing things on my day off, makes me feel less useless. This is a fantastic drink they made me today, that asian lady sure does know her white chocolate mochas. Okay, to comepletely go back to the topic I'm sure no one but me really cares about. But, I'm happy so I don't care. I like that you kiss the top of my head and say cute awkward things. It makes me feel less awkward. And thank you for agreeing that I am crazy and weird, but in an endearing way. I still can't believe I embarassed myself like that infront of you "Oh my god! My Zelda game has the same sticker on the back of it too! ... Oh, right, this is my game". I fail at life sometimes.
The only part sucky part about having an early shift is the waking up early part. Oi, although I did so with minimal difficulty today, I'm just not very functional. It's just desk anyways, I can be a little extremely exhausted for that.
I was happy to have a day off. I didn't want a shift. Amanda better be on her fucking deathbed. UHG. I don't want to close/work desk, yeah, it's both. grumble. I was going to do laundry and figure out how to get rid of this fat lip today IT WAS A GOOD PLAN. Instead I get to work, when I woke up 45 minutes before my shift started because I went to be at 5 AM, thinking I didn't have a shift today. Grumble. Then get woken up at 9 AM, five times, by Safeway. Urg.
I had a really, really angry post on here. I deleted it. I still feel it though, and if you're not careful I'm going to burst and freak out on you over all of it. I have to stay up until my laundry is done. I want to sleeeep.