Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I'll live. It's just frustrating.


The benefit to having to get to school at 7:30 am on Tuesdays is I actually have time. Time to just sit and do nothing of importance, I'm just checking up on the internets, can flip through my text to refresh, get a coffe and go to class when it's time. I don't get time anymore. It feels like I'm busy every moment of my life, and I also feel like I'm behind in everything that needs to get done every moment of my life. Every second I'm at work is time that could be spent working on Art. I could be reading my textbook. I could be studying. I'm working far too much and these next two weeks could be what drives me insane. I was going to make a pact with myself that I wouldn't drink until my birthday but then I realized that I don't have any time when I Could drink before my birthday, seeing as my birthday is my next day off. Sigh. I'm just trying to remind myself of how awesome life will be once I'm done school and onto real life.

3 comments:

Janet Martinez said...

La vida es mejor de lo que parece ...

The Daily Muse said...

Oh, we have all been there once in a while, it just seems so much worse when it happens to you.
The best thing you can do right now is to continue to sort through things, the blog is a great form of release, in the same way a diary would be.
Organising things into lists is also very helpful; perhaps a to do list or maybe, if things get really hard, all the people you can talk to or things you might do to relax, perform one task each day.
Good sleep and proper food will help keep your body healthy too while your mind is so distracted.
Just remember, nothing is ever so bad as it seems and while I know all too well the hardship of feeling as though nothing is ever completed, there's no free time, it's all too much, just remember there's someone out there with so much more to worry about or so much less than you in terms of possessions or opportunity.
Good luck, I am eager to see how you fair. Keep your chin up, try to stay positive. Take it from someone who knows, your mental attitude and strenght will have the most affect on everything in your life.
I wish you all the best :)

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